Im dying. And nobody knows. Nobody should know. I dont want anyone to know. My life is the product of a mistake I made as a littler girl. The consequences and ripples of my actions. And what it means. And where this goes. Im stuck.

“Hes bringing you down. You should be with someone who reminds you of the sun.” Said my brother

Balling my eyes out. Finding light, and escaping the confusion of my mind. I know what I want.

I am stuck.

I am so fucking stuck.

I just want to be alone.